Thursday, August 14, 2008

bore

oru aadunikka kavi enganae paady " bore adikkunnavanalla boran boris bekkarumalla boran boradi mattan boren marumayi bore adikkunavanannu boren" ethintae artham mansilakkan pandu njan kurae sramichu.pakshae enikku manasilayirunilla... enitha njan athintae artham manasilakki....karanam enenikkum bore adikkunnu... ningalkku ethintae artham manasilayo...illengil pedikkanda...oru naal ningalkkum bore adikkum.annu ethintae artham ningal manasilakkum... enittum manasilayilengil athintae artham ningal oru borean aanenannu.......

Monday, August 11, 2008

ormakale-- ningalkkayi ee pranaaarpanam

nilakkathathum mayathathumaya ormakaludae kuthoyukku mathramanekku appolum kuttu ....
njan pathinja swarathil paranju....allengilum uracha swarathil samrarikkanulla sheshi eppo enikillallo...
njan chindikkukayayirunnu.. ee 60 am vayasil thantae jeevithathilekku oru thirinju nottam.
oru sadharana kudumbathil janicha entae jeevitham santhoshakaramayi nengukayayirunnu..
enikku aarelamo okkae aayirunnu achan.oru pithavinnum appurathu..oru
suhrihinum apurathu.achanodu parayathathayi oru rahsyaum enikkillayirunnu.
achanu enodu parayatha kurae rahasyangal undayirunengillum.... allengil
enthinachan aa roga kariyam ennil ninnu marachu vachu..

entae 16 aam vayasil achan ee lokathodu vida paranjathil pinnae
3 varsham njan jeevichathu ormakaludae thanalilayirunnu.annu mathal thudangiyathannu
njaum entae ormakalum thamilulla athmabandham..

entae 19 aam vayasil avan kadannu vannu....Entae hridayathilekku.
avan paranju njan avantae hridayapranashvariyanennu.pakshae avanae
enthu vilikanamennu enikkariyillayirunnu.lokathulla otta vakkintaeum
chattakuttil avanae nirthan enikishttamallayirunnu...

vishala hridayanayirunna avan mattoruvaludum paranju nee entae
hridayapranashvariyanennu.ennae nokki puncherichu kondu avan ennl ninnum
oodi maranju... aa puncheriyil oru pucharasam kalarnirunno???..enthanengilum
avanum enikku samanichirunnu oru kaykumbil nirayae ormakal..

pinideppollo lakshamilathae jeevitha yathrakidayil enikkum
kitty aarennu paranju nirvachikanariyatha oralae..snehamenthanennariyatha
snehikanariyatha entae amma enodu paranju njan avanae sneham kondu
mudanamennu..avan entae ellamellamanennu...appol njan ammayae nokki
onnu cherichu.... aa cherikku njan munpu evidayo kandu maranna (alla entae
orma cheppil sukshichu vacha..)oru cheriudae chaya undayirunnu....

pinnae amma parajathu pollae njan avalae entae ellamellamakki..
anusarana...achan ennae padipicha shelam..

pinnae snehikkanoru makaneyum thannu nalukkal kazhiunathinu
munbae oru rathriyil nishchala shariraumayi veetilkku vannu pittennu ravllae
eninekkumayi adeham padiyirangi poyi enikorupadu ormakal samanichu kondu...
poyappol aa mughathu entae ormayilulla aa cheri adehatintae mugathundayiru
nno??

jeevichu njan aa ormakalil....pinju prayathilae ottapedalintae
vedana thoniya makan aanenae tatti unarthiyathu aa chindakalil
ninu."ammae.. amma entha onnum mindathae...classilae rahulum avantae
ammayum enthu nalla friendsinae pollae annenariuvo.ammakanel entae
schoolilae oru kariyam polum kekkanda".makan paribhavam paranju
kondae irunnu. entae achan... entae kuttukaran.... entae makan
ennae polae thanae santhoshikattaennu njan thirumanameduthu.avanu
vendi njan entae ormakalae maraviudae madithattil arinjukondu
ollipipchu vachu..

pazhaya churu churukodae njan jeevichu...kalichu chirichu...
ellam avanu vendi.urangi kidakkunna ormakalae thatti unarthallennu
njan entae mansinodu pathukkae manthrichu kondirunnu.anellam ormakal
enodu parbhavam kanichu..ninkku kshttakalethellam njan allae unduyirunnullu
eppo ennae kayi vittatentha ennu chodichu.. deshyapettu, shattyam pedichu...
,karinju... njan ormakalodu deshyapettu." nokku...avidae mindathirunonam.
entae makanu ennae kondu aavashyamundu.avane kariyikathenikku vayya.
athinu vendi ningal karanjalum enikku prashnamilla..."athu kettu ava
marupadi onnum parayathae oru muulakku poyi olichirunnu.

valarnnu valithayi valiya nilayilethiya makanu ee nadu
porathae vannu.ammayae kanunathu allergy aayi.

annu oru devasam avan cherichu kondu vannu oru paper ennae kanichu.
avannu videshattu joli kittiyathrae.ponamnnu.

aventae aa cheri...ormakal ennae nokki pallilichu kanichu.athe
ormayil thangi nilkunna pucharesam kalarnna aa cheri thannae.

avan poyi..santhoshathodae yathra chodichu..avanae anugrahikkan
mathramae enikku sadhichullu..makanayi poyillae..

njan vendum ottakkayi.njan entae ormakalae madi vilichu. . .
ava vanilla.ninodu pinakkama... ava paranju.

pinakkamengil pinakkam.....njan vashiyilayirunnu.jeevithathil
orkalengilum jeykkanamenna oru vashi....ormakalum vashiyilayirunnu.
orikkal ottapeduthiyathitae vashi...

ennu io...enikku jeevikkan kazhiunilla aa ormakalilathae..
urakae kshama chodichu kondu njan entae ormakalae vilichu.
ava vanilla.iooo.entae ormakal ...ava...ava.. maanju poyi..
ormakalilatae njan.... aval thanae kannukal adachu..enni
orikkalum thurakilla enna dhrida nishchayathodae....thanae mughathu
ee pazhaya ormakalil thangi nilkkunna pucham kalarna cheri cherikkan
polum avalkku sadhichilla...karanam aval aa cheri marannu poyirunallo...
ormakal avalae vittu poyirunnallo...........